There's Always Room for Jello... and Other People's Generousity.

Sometimes life catches up to you and you realize that while the small, stupid things matter, its the bigger picture thats the most important.

My boyfriend's mom is going into the hospital to have a biopsy done on a growth that was found on her brain by an MRI last week.

I've been really worried. Last night was the first time I had a chance to connect with my boyfriend since he told me on Saturday. He says he's ok (which I believe) but I'm still a bundle of nerves. I had to take a sedative to help me sleep.

Between birthdays and Mother's Day, my bank acct got wiped out so I started freaking out about how to send flowers. By the grace of God, a guest tipped me $20 today so I have a little wiggle room. Something small is better than nothing.

I'm seeing him tonight for the game, he's picking me up from work. For the first time in our relationship, I'm nervous to see him.

I don't know how upbeat I can be. Work's been awful. I hope I'm strong enough for this.